Ana,you’re a monster!You’ve taken so much from me.You said you were my friend,said you would help me be beautiful, thin, happy, and feel better about myself.You started… Read more “Goodbye Ana”
Tag: anorexia
My Best Friend, Ana
I’m fat. I’m a fat pig.I need to lose the weight.Every diet I’ve tried never worked.All but one.Starvation. Starvation is the key.My best friend, Ana, comforts me.She… Read more “My Best Friend, Ana”
To the Closed Minded People
Closed minded peoplein denial of the battlesand emotions people face.The second I open up about my mental illnessand let my feelings out,I get treated like I’m possessedor… Read more “To the Closed Minded People”
Victim’s Mindset
We were raised with a victim’s mentality. It wasn’t our fault and never is. But, I’m tired of playing the victim. I’m tired and can never win.… Read more “Victim’s Mindset”
I Can’t Carry This Anymore
I can’t carry this anymore. All this fear. This need for control. To make the number on the scale go down. Down. I can’t carry this anymore.… Read more “I Can’t Carry This Anymore”