The paranoia and thoughts remain. What if this is just my mental illness and every time I say I’m free I’m only making myself sicker and sicker?… Read more “I Can’t Carry This Anymore Part #3”
Tag: Jesus
I Can’t Carry This Anymore Part #2
So, Jesus where are you? I need my daddy, please! I can’t carry this anymore. You may not have healed me but you are helping me learn… Read more “I Can’t Carry This Anymore Part #2”
I Can’t Carry This Anymore
I can’t carry this anymore. All this fear. This need for control. To make the number on the scale go down. Down. I can’t carry this anymore.… Read more “I Can’t Carry This Anymore”
Lighthouse
Here I am. Once again. Afraid of my own shadow. I’m in a low. Why are these moods so unstable? When the darkness closes in and surrounds… Read more “Lighthouse”
Lies
The lies are whispered in my ear. “You’re not worthy. There’s no point. What do you have to live for?” I’m tired. I’m exhausted. I’m drowning. I… Read more “Lies”