The paranoia and thoughts remain. What if this is just my mental illness and every time I say I’m free I’m only making myself sicker and sicker?… Read more “I Can’t Carry This Anymore Part #3”
Tag: sad
I Can’t Carry This Anymore Part #2
So, Jesus where are you? I need my daddy, please! I can’t carry this anymore. You may not have healed me but you are helping me learn… Read more “I Can’t Carry This Anymore Part #2”
I Can’t Carry This Anymore
I can’t carry this anymore. All this fear. This need for control. To make the number on the scale go down. Down. I can’t carry this anymore.… Read more “I Can’t Carry This Anymore”
Lighthouse
Here I am. Once again. Afraid of my own shadow. I’m in a low. Why are these moods so unstable? When the darkness closes in and surrounds… Read more “Lighthouse”
Band-Aid
You put band-aids on your wrists to cover up the pain. The pain you can’t describe. The pain you try to hide. People ask how you are… Read more “Band-Aid”
Best Friend
Addiction is hard and you have to make a choice. No more excuses and no more justifications. I want you alive, damn it! I’ve lost too many… Read more “Best Friend”
M&M’s Poetry 